Self exaltation prayers has never been effective, in fact, it has done me more harm then good. Who ever want to be first will be last, and who ever try to save one's life will lose it. He who exalt himself will be humbled. All this points to only one conclusion, don't ever, ever pray for self. At least not at first anyway.
Every time I personally try to pray for myself, trying to save something, while not making other first priority to begin with, I end up getting a no respond, or worse, losing whatever it is that I requested right away after persistence. In fact, the Lord make it a point to immediately take away that which I ask for for myself first. The Lord just responded to these prayers saying, Are you more favorable then others? And then there it goes, I found out a few days later, instead of gaining it, whatever it is, or was, I just lost it in prayer requesting.
Way to harm myself. It's 100% self induced failure, all of the time. A sure defeat, I was so sad. :(
Eventually I find out that about a year ago, I made the habit of cursing and bashing others, not knowing that by my own words I am condemned, so all the Donald Trump style bashing down others, Reapback effect be done unto me. I judged others only to find myself am judged the very first, so all the vicious harm I wished for others, yes even thinking about it, returns to me A++ with me being the prime target, first to take the blunt. It didn't take long for me to discover while I was reaping my follies, that Hey! This is pretty effective! Look, it all returns to me, a 100% all of the time!
Only a year ago, fake SAs would be telling me, right when a wrong was done me by others came to mind, to judge them so and so, and it was exactly on point situational. To which I would responds by saying a steadily, YES! Let it be done unto them!! Now I realize, as far as Divine Variable calculations goes, that person who wronged me IS me. And what I was really being done to is letting the enemy egged me right on to attack and condemn, perhaps it'll reach them, yes, but I would be first. Why judge others, when I will be the first to receive the cruel judgment myself, they're not worth it.
Case Study: 01, Financial Defeat
I spat at a local church enemy a year ago, letting fake SA egg me on to condemn him to starve for hurting me so and so, only to find that at every turn, my plans for business financial success is thwarted, even to the point when I had the money to make the business go, only to find sudden creditors taken it all away, and my business crashed for 'bad luck', and I end up starving all over again. It didn't matter how much faith I had to step out, how positive I felt or thought about it, what I gave out to others, my wishes and all this, returns to me 100%.
Worse yet, I end up back at that church after my business crashed, and the same punk kid who bashed me before, I end up with his mother hitting me and sly talking about how poor I am. Rather than winning, I bash them back a year ago to set myself up to be bashed by them some more! :( It was .a devastating defeat and wretching humiliation. But all the while I was learning, with strange realization that I gave out that humiliation to them in the first place. I only had myself to blame.
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If prayer for self first is ineffective, and only lead to personal losts. And if praying for other's harms, wishing for them so, and it 100% be done unto me first before they ever receive it, then consider the following case study.
Case Study: 02, Brain Damage Healing
About six months ago, I prayed for my neighbor brain surgery post cancer. And now last month I injured my brain, and when I asked for brain damage healing, Lord Jesus responded and it took all but half a second.
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Though it feel good to bash others, Donald Trump style pay back, for whatever social respect superiority, what feels good at the moment often leads to disaster for tomorrow, and in this case it most certainly does. I must ensure a favorable tomorrow by taking the steps to consolidating a desirable outcome today. Though it might not seem favorable, and often make no sense to others, what I do today, while my enemies curse me and plots to harm me and wish the worse for me, and I spat back with how that very same enemy will succeed in ivy league schooling and all this financial prosperity or something. Yet come the Reapback time period, me first. Have a little vision. Not to mention, pull the enemy out of their own follies, thwart their own harm, and Reapback that too! Be greedy for grace and support advantages, given out, given back to me, a real commodity. The only time to consolidate it is when I don't need it!
Conclusion
Avoid praying for self all together, but never stop thinking for myself. Ask myself what I want, lay it all out, then give it to every body else I ever know. Today, I want a simple Starbucks job at a good location, exalt every other locations of Starbucks with good individuals, don't be afraid to be bombastic. And ask that every one of my friends and foes alike to acquire a Starbucks job immediately by tonight's end at all these locations. Yes, give out only what I want back, and let it returns to me.
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